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take a shot will ya'? [posted: 05/06/2009 @ 5:19p.] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | Ohtis ] prom was fantastic! we slept over Andrea's and everything was so peaceful. Nance made up a cake with "Prom 09" on it and ordered subway for us to eat. God bless her. oh yea i love Miles. I love spending my time with Miles but at the same time I miss my friends.  For a long time I beat myself up for feeling this way because in some way I thought I was betraying Miles.  I'm glad I can talk with him, he told me i was crazy.  I'm glad for the people in my life, I'll never be able to emphasize that enough. Megan Syzdlowski is the greatest, she'll always be my best friend. right now I can see every blessing so clearly. i just need to realize that my life isnt complicated, its actually the opposite. soo simple. im just so uncapable of doing anything alone. i wish i could be more like my dad; independent. Comment.

why you gotta ack lik dat [posted: 04/03/2009 @ 7:07p.] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Belle and Sebastian ] Good news I got a 21 on my ACT I got paid I got offered a well paying job by my Tio Ray Bad News Swim is ruining my life I'm always still broke whatever. I love god and he loves me. gracias a dios por mi abuelito. Comment.

i can do what i want [posted: 03/07/2009 @ 12:38p.] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | The Avett Brothers ] instead of hating it, i'm going to like the way i change everyday so exciting and new. oh yea did i mention that i love jon hill? dixie forever 1 Comments * Comment.

It's illegal to flick your bugger into the wind in Alabama [posted: 02/22/2009 @ 6:23p.] [ music | Hailies Song. haha ] Connie is 13 now! I know she's been waiting her whole life for this day. Me and Miles had our one year the 18th! aye yay yay! I think I'm in love! My family and I were invited to a circumcision ceremony...we respectfully declined. Blink 182 got back together omg omg! that's whats up. p.s I need to be more like kayla hill. amen. Comment.

[posted: 02/03/2009 @ 8:58p.] I am watching over you from the stars, Don't be scared, I know exactly where you are, Cause there's a piece of me and it's burning in your heart, Even death could never tear us apart miss you 1 Comments * Comment.

Connie you're hiding yourself away from me [posted: 01/31/2009 @ 9:53a.] [ mood | cheerful ] good classes good life. My top priority in life is not having any homework just so I can have more freetime.  I hateeee homework! So when am I going to get swimming? this summer probably, for GLAC.  Good, good. Miles and Me will have our year February 18th. I'm glad because it really feels like we've been going out for only 3 months.  Sooo happy! Auto show was soo fun, Skalneks are so gracious I swear. I worked at Skalnek Ford the other day brushing off cars, it was fun. I got paid for nothing really. I'm glad to know that I'm going to be a surrogate mother when I'm older.  That'll do. boooo yaahhhhhhh!!! Kayla Hill and Alicia Roth were escorted to earth by billions of angels. the best people no doubt. Comment.

[posted: 12/09/2008 @ 5:35p.] [ mood | sick ] yayyyyy i've been sick and I don't mind because I never have any work to do in any of my classes. I wish my nose wasn't so dry Comment.

i've been holding my breathe for the past three months [posted: 11/20/2008 @ 5:27p.] [ mood | crushed ] whoa where did the time go? i've been spending 99% of my time with miles but i don't mind. it's so weird because i really don't get sick of him at all. god bless him for it. swim is over and done with. im looking forward to the banquet, abbie lennox and melanie hollander are my best friends love them. im so ready to get back to normal. i love my family and i couldn't ever ask you to fully comprehend how proud i am of them. jon, david, brianna, brant, nick, chris, will forever be my best friends. im obsessed with them i've never felt so sick of the grudges i've been carrying on my shoulders. i've never wanted to let things go so badly in my entire life. forgiveness is divine. Comment.

poosh [posted: 08/29/2008 @ 10:11a.] pictures soon! my summer was so good, but i am so excited for school. and im not going to fight it. Comment.

you go glenn coco [posted: 08/06/2008 @ 10:20a.] [ mood | aggravated ] i just made a wonderful breakfast for Connie and her friends and one of which I can't stand. I want to scream. I felt really sympathetic for my friend yesterday because she came back from a weeks vacation and her family wasn't very thrilled or moved to see her back home again. Her little sister passed by and was like, "Oh hey, I didn't know you were home...". My noowwsee is driving me crazy because I have the worst allergies. laundry laundry laundry. So Chicago then swim. Game over. I hate that it hasn't hit me yet. i missed david press with all my heart and soul. hes been gone for 3 days and I already am longing to spend quality time with him. You can quote me on it, David is thee best person I've ever met. I just am really all about my boyfriend...what can I say? Comment.

is that your birthmark? [posted: 07/08/2008 @ 10:16p.] [ mood | moods don't exist ] I know what I've been doing is wrong but yet I feel no tug of conscience on my sleeve. I'm growing more and more concerned about that, why can't I feel bad? Why can't I feel anything for that matter. Chris and Jon and Josh came into my work today and just watched while I taught little kids how to swim-it made my day. Evan Heinze called me to hang out with him and Anthony and Tiki. That made my anxiety vanish. Miles called me and left me a voicemail, gosh I love that. I like how we are getting better, I hope he'll actually start to like me sooner or later. After all, I am his girlfriend.. Comment.

[posted: 06/25/2008 @ 3:35p.] i need to talk to sylvia brown. helllppp meeee Comment.

LAKE O RYE UNN!!! [posted: 06/17/2008 @ 1:38a.] I'm turning into a hippie more and more each day.  dirty and happy. thats the way i wanna live. Miles is becoming a bigger part of my life than i anticipated. So I didn't see this relationship coming but I'm glad for that, my mind can work too far ahead making myself uneasy. Steady steady steady. I'm growing more and more concerned about how unambitious Ive become. I have no idea what might have caused me to think it's "alright" to give up all the time.  I never really put any real emotion or feeling into anything at all.  This might sound terrible but I really don't want to go to college.  I want children and a husband, not a huge student loan to pay off for the rest of my life.  Not four or more freaking years of schooling waiting for me when I just freaking graduated from school. I hate that.                                                                                     I usually consider myself good at knowing how to get what I need, right now I just suck. No one will understand the love I hold in my heart for Evan Heinze. Comment.

your so young your so goddamn young [posted: 06/02/2008 @ 1:17p.] how unnecessary this all seems. Comment.

I got the magic stick [posted: 04/19/2008 @ 10:32a.] [ mood | artistic ] love is the in the air, raquelita and pablo forevv dood. oh yea I went to this girls wedding who is my age. I love the Mexican heritage, don't you? Yesterday I played the part of new girlfriend at Miles' house for his cousins wedding. oh how fun!@#!@$%^ eh it was actually good, I loved every single person I talked to because they didn't know me at all. "Go to a college that makes you feel comfortable"..."Study abroad, it takes money but theres financial help out there!" lady give up. Job soon and I'm happy about that. Kids! Swimming! Money! Good hours! lolz      whirrrrrrrrrrllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll    !!!!! gees what am I doing lately? I need to be better you know? Comment.

[posted: 03/16/2008 @ 12:51p.] I have a boyfriend now and it's not even bizarre 2 Comments * Comment.

[posted: 01/31/2008 @ 7:45p.] so this is what I am going to do. Get a boyfriend. lolz yea right. thats so out of mind but i just wanna get one and get it over with so i can shut myself up. today i got in a good mood because i was invited to emily beckmans formal sweet sixteen. im excited to get a dress. im excited to bring a date. im excited to show off a cute boy even though...ew i cant believe i said that. my phone is broken. beloved chocolate...new one soon though. like tomorrow soon. so its cool. i am in love with miles! did you know that? no like literally. i would kiss him and date him if i had too. andrea secors party was the best. happy birthday sweet heart! good classes! by the way. reading this back i sound so hyper.  but i actually typed it really slow. Comment.

[posted: 01/29/2008 @ 11:57a.] [ mood | determined ]  why do i feel like I'm an exception for so many things. I need to start realizing that I'm as shitty as the shitty people are. I hate how I am bad with people. Comment.

[posted: 01/02/2008 @ 12:45p.] [ mood | working ] [ music | radio ] why is  new years never really fun? ew. i hope i have the best year ever. i can feel it! big big changes! any one can change for a new year i want a job. i am going to get one, i am going to teach kids how to swim and my life will be so much more fufilling and purposeful.  when it comes down to it i just wanna be a mom and have kids to raise and love me and i'll always love them and have them go to college and still love me. i want babies. Comment.

adolescent agression is a sign of affection [posted: 12/30/2007 @ 11:05a.] [ music | Sufjan Stevens ] I miss miles so much! I absolutely love Chris. Chris and David are my very best friends. All I want to do is have a permanent Christmas Break because I like time off. It is my biggest dream just to drive out to the Island House with some friends and make a fire and cuddle and ice skate and drink hot chocolate. How dreamy would that be?  I'd enjoy that. Well I'm officially trash. you should see the classes I am taking for next year... graduating early like my sister! oh yea baby oh yea I'm finally accepting I don't have an important plan this life. It's fine. It's not like I am expecting to be rewarded or something like that Comment.

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